I will not pretend that this update will finish with my laziness about writing in this dusty journal and hunger in the world, but for a start. I guess.
After a month of dedication to the study of matter from the point of view most intimately (thanks, inorganic chemistry, thanks) to the overview of the functioning of an organism (uhm ~ physiology) I have the feeling that Human beings are a bundle of nerves and hormones, hypersensitive to any external stimulus, and whose reactions are merely the result of a predisposition to be more or less amount of hormones in blood. Or neurotransmitters. O molecule is arbitrary structure. This is precisely why it is notNTID attempt to rationalize the emotions and intimate feelings that befall us, and often something as simple as a "bad day" or "a silly streak" are better explanations than trying to understand how we really feel, or find out why.
I have long been trying to find the line between what I feel because of this "trend" natural for each to have a determined mood, and I feel really, as a reaction to something that causes me. When something swirling in our minds, capturing our attention and avoiding to think clearly, how can we know how far it is not a temporary sale, and we are about to make a mistake? More than once I've actually had one of those needs